first of all, please don`t clip anything from this set, or i will massacre you. kay bye.
boyfriend OI. well, the first guy in my life was matt. he was a typical `ladies man`, even from a young age. we went to the same primary school, and i guess i found myself falling for his charm. he had the most gorgeous blue eyes, the kind you could just get lost in. he was literally perfection - smart, sporty, funny, and simply beautiful with sky coloured eyes, olive skin and chocolate brown hair. it wasn`t really a proper relationship, though. we were both thirteen and somewhat foolish. he told me he loved me, and i, him, but i guess we both knew it wouldn`t last. we had a good month or so together, but i guess it died out after a while, and we both lost touch. but matt was a good friend, i wish we`d stayed in touch.
boyfriend O2. then came jude. he was less of the ladies man, we met because our mutual friend, eva, tried to set us up because she wanted to double date. she brought me along to this cinema, and her boyfriend, kevin, brought along jude. it was awkward for a while, but i guess we started to get along well, friends at first though. jude was a typical `prankster` and funny guy, and i was also a bit of a class clown, so we were just annoying people by joking throughout the whole movie. jude was really sweet, but not `conventionally good-looking`, with slightly messy black-brown hair and big blue eyes, and a heck of a lot of freckles. he was the sort of boy people would call `cute` just as he`d hit you in the face with a water-bomb. this one lasted a couple of months, and i`am happy to say me and jude are still really good friends.
boyfriend O3. next up was tom. this one is the hardest for me to talk about. tom and i were best friends almost since birth. we had been inseparable, no longer tom and lily, separate beings, just `tomandlily`. we went through a lot together, bullies, deaths, diseases, he was by my side at the lowest points in my life, but the highest too. this all changed when i did something stupid, stupid, stupid, and wrecked the whole fucking friendship. basically, i started having feelings for tom, and like a complete and utter fucking idiot, i went and told him. looking back, he probably felt sorry for me and lied, saying he liked me back. we dated for, like, a couple weeks before it all went to pieces. i won`t go into details, but it ended with him calling me a `fucking little bi.tch` and me kicking him in the nuts and running away in tears. i went and fucking ruined everything later. nine days later, he started trying to make up for it, but he`d already been asked out by the school sIut [ who i might mention hates me ] and said yes.
boyfriend O4. last and certainly not least is joe. my lovely, sweet, wonderful joe. he was every girl`s dream. he was kind, lovely and gentlemanly, but still funny. he`s perfect, everyone calls us a good match, but honestly, i don`t think i deserve someone as amazing as him. basically, i won`t go into details, we met at my friend eva[ mentioned up above ]`s party and it turned out we were very similar. both sports freaks, kind of shy and a tad weird, and complete and utter nerds. he`s no gus waters, though.
so, i guess you`ll be thinking i`m a bit of a sl.ut, and i guess there`s nothing i can say.
`kay bye.
